In less than 12 hours.....

In less than 12 hours
... I am going to panic because I did not do my homework
... I am going to get angry at myself because I spent my holiday so 'unproductive-ly'
... I am going to get angry when I wake up in the morning because school is starting.

The past 7 days
... I had 3 study group session
... I had1 extra Pendidikan Islam class
... I watched a lot of tv
... I slept a lot
... I wasted a lot of time
... I over-looked my study table because I managed to convince myself "Ala, SPM lambat lagi."
... I did try to be a good daughter
... I did some chores voluntarily because I was so bored, and I don't want to study.
... I managed to read a book that has NOTHING to do with education whatsoever in 3 days
... I managed to fall asleep twice by just reading 9 PAGES of 'Bukit Kepong'
... I broke my bag
... I laughed histerically with my sister for no clear reason
... I accidentally swing my phone and it flew far, before it fell into pieces and stop making sounds
... I went tudung-hunting
... I had a lot of weird and crazy dreams

The Next 7 days
... I am going to go for exactly 6 tuition classes
... Buka puasa kat rumah cousin
... I am going to get news (god knows if it's good or bad) about my trials
... I am going to have another panic attack. Wait, TWO panic attack. One for my trial result and another for my lackadaisical attitude towards my study. I am great.
... I am going to 'balik kampung' on the 5th day of next week.
... Raya la! Tak tau ke?
... I am going to feel super guilty sebab raya sakan tak ingat SPM
... I am going to 'pakai baju baru, kasut baru and bawa handbag baru'. I feel so shallow!

The next 7 days after next week 7 days
... I am going to be rich. With duit raya. haha!
... I get to makan during the day. take that!
... I get to wear my kasut baru anywhere. haha!
... I am going to feel super depressed because I had so much fun the week before
... I can go shopping and my sister will have no reason not to follow. Current reason she's using : Puasa la. Nanti lapar.
... I get to join people makan at canteen.
... Another panic attack. School's starting and trial results flowing in back.
... I am going to miss my balance of 23 days of Raya, in respect of SPM.
... Jumpa old friends from all over Malaysia. Mereka balik dari SBP, MRSM etc.

24 hours ago
... I talked on the phone with Iona for 2 hours and 25 minutes. Where is the Guiness World Book Of Record team when you need one?
... I sent myself 4 messages to test if my phone is working
... I did not sleep well because I don't know why
... I woke up at 5 am in the morning to sahur, and of all the day, I pick this day to drink cold orange juice
... I woke up at 6 am, 6.30 am, and 6.45 am after numerous attempt of waking me up, by yours truly's mom, suruh sembahyang.
... Woke up at 8.00 am because I had terrible stomach ache and flu
... Woke up at 8.30 am thinking that I have a study session with Sha and Daryl
... Woke up again at 8.45 am, forcing myself out of the bed after thinking of cancelling the class. Blame the stomach ache!
... Went to school for study group session
...Went to extra class of add math
... Watched the first 20 minutes of 'House'
... Slept the whole evening
... Do more and more unproductive activities, like watching 'Scary Movie 4'

In less than 20 minutes from now
... Going to bed
... Belajar
... Baca 'Bukit Kepong'
... Stay up at night to study
... Make sure my plan in the coming 20 minutes actually work

In less than 10 minutes from now
... Go offline.

Signing Out,

Even I rolled my eyes at myself.