Wednesday, November 15, 2006

I want to do this Survey!

1)Name?
Khadijah Shamsul

2)Colour?
Black, purple, orange, brown and earth tones..But I just love BLACK so MUCH!!

3)Best Friends? Or at least how many?
Few. Seven to ten I think? (I don't keep track of how many..I just know whether they're or they're not. Counting makes me feel like I'm collecting best friends)

4)Who do you think is/are your TRUE FRIEND(S)?

You won't call them best if they're NOT true right??Furthermore the term 'true friends' is so subjective.What I think may not fit what other people think of it.

5)To who and when was the last time you said 'I love you' or 'I care about you'?
Urm..does the word 'sayang' considered as ' I love you' or so??Coz I rarely use the sentence 'I love you' or 'I care about you'. They're a lil' too mushy. But I just called Iona 'sayang' few hours ago. <3>

6) When was the last time you did something nice for someone without having another motive or reason besides just to be nice?
urm...few days ago. That is simply because until today since few days ago..all I did was sit at home...eat...play games..go online...sleep and go tuition.Where can I find deeds in those activities??


7)What religion are you from?
Tralalalala...Islam..and proud of it. *Not being a racist*

8)Do you believe in God? Why?
Yes I do. Coz it's a compulsory thing in my religion. Furthermore..after all...the only one person you can rely on at the end of the day is God. Not one person in the whole figging world can be with you 24 right?? And believing God just give me this comforting feeling that someone is taking a good care of me. And until now...most of my prayers have been answered. What more can I ask??

9)What is your definition of LOVE?
LOVE is another subjective thing. I am not quite sure of what's the real definition of LOVE but for now I think Love is about sacrificing. About compatibility, about needs to have each other, about being absent-minded when the loved one is around and sometimes it's about having the comfort of having someone there to lean on, to face the ups and the downs.

But I also believe that LOVE HURTS...So...it's up to that person to define LOVE in their own perspective.



10)Where do you go to school?
STAR school, Klang

11)Do you believe that 'You are unique, just like everyone else'? Or do you believe everyone is different? Why?
I do believe that. 'You are unique, just like everyone else' does not mean that everyone else is unique and not being unique is unique (ok this is confusing..but you got the idea). Eventho' such idea is very funny...but when you actually put it in a life situation, it's not all that funny. I don't think that everyone is different, one is more than another. That is simply illogical. I know that everyone is made of the same things, sperm and ovum and how can that make us different at the first place.Maybe the word 'different' define in here means that everyone has something that they're good at, but if there is gazillion people in the whole wide world, and everyone is different, wouldn't we run out of talent?? Furthermore, there's groups of people who are good at the same thing, which makes them the same so everyone is not different. And in my opinion 'unique' just simply means you're good at something that not everyone is good at.

For example,

Khadijah = a+b+c

Iona = d+e+f

Farah = a+d+z

So, what if we have one similar traits, or two, or three...but no one in the whole wide world can be EXACTLY SIMILAR to the other one..so the conclusion here is...

EVERYONE IS THE SAME BUT UNIQUE IN THEIR VERY OWN WAY


12)Do you have siblings? If yes, when was the last time you actually hugged one of them?
I do have siblings. 2 brothers and two sisters. Urm, my idea of unconditional love is by bullying them. Furthermore, public affection is not my kind of thing. It's something kept in the heart, if you love someone, there's no need to show it by public affection. They'll know it..(sooner or later)


13)Do you have a blog? URL?
Urm, this one. *swt*

14)What's a blog for?
A blog is a public diary (unless if you make it a private one..then it's a different story). A blog is simply to dedicate your view on life and everything around you...As a potrait of yourself and your feeling (regardless the fact whether you're lying or not in a blog). And as a place to let out that hidden thing in you when there's no one to talk to. Like a personal counsellor that don't respond but just listens. Yeah, pretty much something like that.

15)Can you cook? (Maggie mee DOES NOT COUNT!)
Urm, does frying eggs counts? Fine, I'm getting to it, that's one of the skills that I should have mastered but I did not coz I don't have the interest and time to master it. (You can't force someone who doesn't like to cook to cook like forcing a cat to bark right??)

16)Why do you think we have friends for?
To have that secured feeling that someone is there for you. Like they say 'that's what friends are for'. For me, I have friends to have fun, to have someone to talk to, to see things in other people's view, to help me face life, to simply be me, to teach me things and to correct me (in life, teachers don't teach you life, friends do). But mostly, to have someone there for you.

But I am perfectly fine if a friend won't be able to be there for me. People have commitments and not all the time that commitment is you. And this is a perfect reason why you need to find other comforting source if a friend cannot be there. I guess that is where they created jobs like psychiatrists and counsellors.

17)How would you describe yourself? No need to pretend to be modest
Urm, I would say I am a sweet, nice, calm and collected, hyper (when on sugar rush), crazy, sarcastic (rarely happens) and unique (just like you..haha!). I dunno what to say, but I believe what people think of me and I think there's always a reason for them thinking of me that way. So it's up to you on how your perception about me. Furthermore, these days I don't think much about myself. One thing I'm sure..I am not FULL OF MYSELF...

16)Do You have enemies? Why?
Urm..I hate certain people..but not to call them enemy. I dunno if I am an enemy of anyone. Why I don't have enemy?? Coz I believe in 'World Peace' (eventho' it's highly unachievable) ..but if everyone is evil..doesn't mean you have to right??Even if I hate someone..I'll get over it..

I just hate the feeling of hatred.It's bad for your 'chi' and your mental and physical health.

HATE HATE! *got it??Hate the feeling Hate...*


19)Hobbies?
Random things at random moments. Can't really say what's my hobbies. My mood varies, and so does my hobbies.But I still like reading.

20)What are you good at?
Crapping and talking. I master both of that. And I think I have a skill at influencing and advising too. What do You think??


21)Addictions? (Books, chocolate, Tv, sleeping, computer, games, frisbee, cocaine)
ICE CREAM!!!! FRIENDS!!! BOOKS!!! (for now that's all I think).

22)Do you read? Why?
Yes, coz I like to get indulge in other people's life and feeling the feeling of being in other people's shoes. But I seriously HATE mystery books...I'm not patient enough to figure the whole thing out. Currently, I like chick flick and teenager fiction.

23)Confidence... Describe what role this word plays in you.
Big role, I need confidence. I live by the word confidence. Without confidence I'll be doomed. I guess the fact that I like attention made confidence play a big role in my life. You have to have confidence to get people's attention right? Furthermore, if I don't have confidence, I wouldn't be in the exact same place I am right now right? Surrounded by friends and fame. (tiny dose of fame)

24)What happen the last time you fell in love?
I got my heart broken. Not giving any info about that.

25)Dogs or cats?
Cats..those feline lil thing!!

26)School or home?
School. Sometimes home, when I need a break form school. A lil too much of something is bad for you.

27)Are you sick of the questions already?
Urm..yeah..

28)Day or night?
Night. Don't ask why..I just like night.

29)Tv or sports?
TV. Sports..sometimes..

30)What's the one thing you hate to do?
Waking up in the morning. For me, mornings are meant to be spent sleeping..with all those cold weather, and those morning mist, and green garden..don't that make you want to sleep?? And FYI, my day (if I am not schooling) only starts in the afternoon and ends late night.

P.S : This is also a hinting that you shall NOT disturb me at any hours of the morning, I get cranky when people disturb me when I am sleeping. NO MORNING DISTURBANCE@!

P.S the Second : Iona..I'm too lazy to change the colour..so it may look like yours k??

P.S the Third : I hope that no one is offended by any statement made by me. This is strictly what I think, and I have no rightful attention to hurt anyone in the process.

P.S the Fourth : I have been delaying my raya posts for a long time..I'll get to it very soon...(try to k??)

Signing Out,

I think I am having a visit from an old friend, Mr. Flu.

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