I Wish

I wish I didn't introduce anyone from my life in this blog because it'd be so much easier talking about someone who you people don't know so that no one gets hurt.

I wish this blog was made private so that I can easily rant about everything and anything.

I am super hyper right now, like really really hyper and it's 2 am!

I have no idea why I am hyper,

But I know I just talked on the phone with 3 friends of mine for like 2 hours ++ and I am hyper from the talking!!!!

My friend just told me she's getting engaged in 3 years time.

And she's like booked now.

As in like a step ahead from the status girlfriend but not yet in the status fiancee of someone.

And no, I am not telling who.

No matter who you are.

I like medicine a whole lot!

Like really really a whole lot,

That I don't mind eating medicine EVERYDAY.

Seriously!

(told you I'm hyper now!)

Dad's and Muaz's bicycles got stolen like last last week,

And the neighbour caught the thief last week,

Because the thief tried stealing the neighbour's son's bicycle.

Wicked and hilarious!

And I am so so so into playing truancy that I think truancy beats goody-two-shoes like a million times!!

To date, I didn't meet my best friends for 2 weeks plus already,

And I miss them a whole lot.

My scholarship money is in, which means KA-CHING! KA-CHING! but Mom warned me to save up on the money,

Because.....

I'm a big spender and proud of it.

(Haha! Spender. Macam underwear spender. I am so funny. Spender. Hahaha!!)

I am not very sensible today.

Shits happened.

Tralalalalala!!

Signing out,

I'm High

I wish so hard that I could...

Protect YOU from getting hurt by anyone because it breaks my heart to see you being sad,

Eventhough you think I don't notice.

Trust me. I do.

I wish so hard that I could...

Make YOU not as busy as you are now

So that you can take a good care of yourself and not have me worried sick about you

I wish so hard that I could...

Make YOU fall in love and make sure the person who loves you will never hurt you

Because then you would not feel afraid of denying what's in your heart.

I wish so hard that I could...

Change how things are in YOUR life

Then you won't feel so upset about stuffs that're happening and think life sucks.

I wish so hard that I could...

Make things not changed between us and make things stay the way they used to be

So that we both have something to look forward for tomorrow.

The Presence of Me in Your Life And The Presence Of You In My Life

I wish so hard that I could..

Erase what I knew about YOU and what I feel for YOU

Because then I won't feel as much pain when people talk about stuffs related to us.

Or stuffs that remind me of us.

I could wish a thousand wish,

I could wish as hard as I could,

But can it change anything?

Do not ask me what happened.

Nothing happened, because I am not telling.