Binge Depression

Aisha sent me a real thoughtful sms today.
She said that she's worried about me feeling down and all.
She said I should keep myself occupied so that I don't have time to dwell upon depressing issues.

Dave IM-ed me yesterday.
He asked if I am ok.
Because he's pretty worried about my negative PMs lately.

Ryan told me just now,
That I could call him or sms him
Because he knew that I am feeling rather down these few days.

B'nie sent me a real long email.
Quoting me and giving me advices.
And the email made me feel real good.

And when times like this happen,
That you feel real blessed to have such friends around.
So thanks very much.

And to those who did feel worried but did not approach me about it,
I am still going to thank you too.

That day, my PM was 'Jangan Cakap Dengan Saya'.
But Yindran IM-ed me.
And I laughed.
Because, he was the only one that talked to me that day,
Even after I put 'Jangan Cakap Dengan Saya'
and later he asked why did I put such thing for my PM.

I was just reading back my posts.
I found something I wrote back then in the midst of SPM.
My List Of Things To Do Before University Starts.

1 - Go out partying the last day of SPM (hope Dad allows me to)
2 - Celebrate Iona's birthday and buy her a birthday present.
3 - Get a job or jobssss.....
4 - Get a lot of money to sustain my very-free-i-got-nothing-to-do-but-to-spend-spend-spend lifestyle after SPM.
5- Get a new phone
6 - Get new shoes
7- Get new clothes
8 - Get new jeans
9 - Get new handbag
10 - Buy necklace and lip balm
11- Get new specs
12 - Get contact lenses
13 - Buy shades
14 - Driving lessons!
15 - A tour to EVERY mall within the region of Klang all the way to the sempadan of Perak (that would include Subang, Damansara, Bintang Walk, Petaling Jaya and many many more)
16 - Learn cooking
17 - Perfecting the art of being a true woman (which includes capability of cooking, sweeping, and doing the laundry)
18 -Visit Bandar Botanic's new Jusco
19 - Celebrate ALL the festive seasons next year. This would also include Hari Gawai.
20 - Celebrate unnecessary celebrations like Valentine's Day *hint!hint!* and my Birthday.
21 - Go on dates. LOL.

5 out of 25 are accomplished.
I should put this up somewhere.
So I have something to look forward to everyday,
Instead of waking up at 11 am in the morning and complain "it's not even half day yet!".

Signing Out,
Love is When Love is Love.