Suffocated

Have you had those feelings like you are suffocated?

Like life is overbearing, or at least the thought of it is overbearing?
And the idea that things can just spin out of control; and just did spun out of control a few minutes ago?
The idea that life is so small, that there isn't much of a room to move around. So small that you feel like you are being stuck in a room that gets smaller by second?

White room that just closes up on you, with walls getting closer and closer to you till the view gets smaller, and the space to breathe gets shallower.

I think i just did.
I just spun my heart out of control.
This, is definitely not good.

Sometimes, this is why it is not good to live in the past.



I wanna, wanna, wanna, speak French.

-khadi-